Trying to figure that path out I know I’m capable of doing phenomenal surpasses of human expectations of ourselves I put 200% into everything I do I’ve only recently realized that I was putting that 200% into nothing at all i was using my body in all the laziest ways instead of using my brain and actually thinking so now I’m in that learning faze of how to make something of myself without any positive role models im my entire life. My whole existence is based on negative actions and reactions to my growth as a person in this position im literally willing to do anything possible to get there. Im at rock bottom with an open mind and a fire in my heart that would put an atom bomb to shame. I’m ready ,I love to learn and connect with new people. Very motivated. Highly intellectual. Very good people person. Could sell a penny for a dime.