A Rough Apology to Friendships Shattered It’s the simple characters of my mind That takes the time to converse with touch Such profound conversation I wish to record More feelings faked and pushing forward Countless friends have shattered in the come and go I know I’m selfish and hardly self-contained Why remain in memories so unfair? I know, I know I’m never there Sometimes it's easier not to care But, where does that get me Quietly imagining the details of stories Heavily in my head these moments that gasp for air Carry me down a hopefully meaningful road I can show you tenderness and teeth filled smiles But, while my body says without a care And creeps in kindness where you need it the most The most I can offer is over the counter commitment One sent with child-proof top and illustrative instructions Do not drink or operate heavy emotions My devotion is to development I hope you got the card I sent I’m sorry I can not make it there Sometimes it's easier not to care Maybe you’ll understand when I share my dreams And though now you may not like me Eventually, I hope you’ll find to love my mangled mind Find a simple line or scene that may bring a moment of bliss Changing ever so slightly how you touch time Only then I may find that shred of happiness I think to myself so often, can it be worth all this Hell yes, believe me, it is!